Release & Acceptance
Written 1/9/07

I've decided.
I've decided that I'm not going to waste my time on you anymore.
I've decided that I'm going to let go of these hopeless fantasies, these useless daydreams.
I've decided that I'm going to move on.

It was a waste of time anyway.
My energy is better spent on friendships, on things that exist.

You can stay with her.
I don't care.
I no longer have any desire to be with you.

I've finally come to my senses
and decided
to get on with my life.

And the best part:
this waste of time on my part
will never reach you
if I can help it.

I'm going to live from now on, dammit.

Without thoughts of you swirling around in my head, too.