first sight;;
first slip from reality,
you were gorgeous, even if you didn't know it.

first e-mail;;
first butterflies,
you doubble your letters, and it makes me smilee.

first IM conversation;;
first time frightened of you,
you lied to me square one, but i couldn't care less.

first photo i gave you;;
first chance for rejection,
you said you loved it, and i prayed you'd love me.

first time i said i love you;;
first chance for you to run, run far,
and you didn't. you said you didn't love me, but
you think that might change.