first slip from reality,
you were gorgeous, even if you didn't know it.
you doubble your letters, and it makes me smilee.
first time frightened of you,
you lied to me square one, but i couldn't care less.
first photo i gave
first chance for rejection,
you said you loved it, and i prayed you'd love me.
first time i said i
first chance for you to run, run far,
and you didn't. you said you didn't love me, but
you think that might change.