Natural Disaster

I want a miracle
to give me the answers,
so I could stop
beating us into the ground
with my indecision.

I love you
and I strive to
bring even an ounce
of happiness into your life,
yet all I do is tear you apart
like a dog with a bone,
wanting every last
taste of your heart.

I'm filled with remorse,
but I do it again and again,
an unstoppable force,
a natural disaster
ripping our lives up at the roots
and heaving them into the sky
where gravity slams them
back into the ground over and over
until all that's left of our love
is the pieces.

and it's all my fault.