Everybody's on drugs, you know, we all have our dependencies and addictions, the things that get us through the day, let us sleep at night, let us deceive ourselves, make us content with our lives and ourselves, keep us going, keep us from getting bored, from seeing the truth, you look down on the addicts but you're one of them, we all are, maybe I have more addictions than most, and here's one of them now, here's my confession, I'm addicted to writing, that's my drug of choice, after a few days without it I'm feeling shaky, unsure, give me a pen, I need to write again, I need it, words on a page, my ugly handwriting, the same old pretentious bullshit, but this feels better, I feel alive, I feel safe, I can face the world again, I've had my fix for today.