Inspiration

When I need some inspiration,
The first thing I see is you.
I lay awake for hours,
Wishing wishes that have yet to come true.

But than I forget my poetry,
And start to reminisce.
I think about the good times,
And the memories I miss.

My only inspiration now,
Always brings me to tears.
I cant seem to lose your smile,
Even after all these years.

One more year and I'm out of here,
And thats when I'll come to find.
Things aren't always what they seem,
Some memories are better left behind.