i can see this grin
of surprise (andisthatdesire?)
when
(reallyif…)
i (ever) get up the
nerve to tell him
that
i sleep in
nothing
but…hisfavoritesweatshirt
and that
i touchmyself
every. night.
before i fall asleep,
thinking of him.

i think that might
justmaybe
make me his hero
of sorts.

he'd probably think it was pretty sexy, too.