A/N: Well, I have been unable to update, review, or check my e-mail for a couple of boring, harrowing days. But finally, we're moved into a new house and reattaining my good old fucking computer. E-mail can be checked and anyone who reviewed my stuff, you can be sure to hear from me. This song got written while I was still in Dresden and was forgot about, so without further ado, Hardly. A couple days are needed to get everything set up, so hold your horses.


Hardly

I guess I hardly crossed your mind.
Why is happiness so fucking hard to find?
Your broken promises broke my heart from behind!
Your not that stupid, don't try and act so blind.

Subtle dissillusion is just how I kill the time!

Guess it's so hard for you!
You need to feel flattered!
You don't understand it!
It's not hard to hardly matter!

So you never meant to stay.
Why does the pain of this eat my mind every day?
You tear me to pieces, in every fucking way!
You get your point across in every word you say!

Corrupted reflection is just how I slip away.

Guess it's so hard for you!
You need to feel flattered!
You just don't understand it!
It's not hard to hardly matter!

Watch me, collapse into this stagnance,
That I fear! My burning tears!
Corrosion still, tells me what,
I need to know, I don't need you!
Hardly the time, to know I'm fine,
You know I'm hardly ever real!

So it's hard for you!
You need to be so flattered.
You just don't get it,
It's not hard to hardly matter.


A/N: Alrighty, there it is. Don't have much else to say. I have some more songs in their early stages right now, the next one up was going to be part of the Chainsaw Mentality megasong, but developed into something of its own color. You'll see when it gets up. Hope you liked this one.

-Stewey