Don't want to remember,

Don't want to forget.

Don't want to surrender,

So I drown in regret.

What would have happened

If I told them the truth?

Would now I be happy?

Or dead by the tooth?

Would all of my helplessness

Be dust in the wind,

Or would all of your ruthlessness

Bring pre-mature end?

Now someone knows about

My Dark Nightmare Past,

I cant help but wonder

If this breath is my last.