Hidden Muse

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You were my hidden muse

Once not too long ago

The one to bring me

Encouragement;

Inspiration;

Ideas;

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But now that you have left

I have lost the resolve

To write stories;

Poetries;

Tales;

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It is not because I no longer

Wish to write my soul

But my words run

Contradictorily;

Incoherently;

Roughly;

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I can plot and write over and again

But my thoughts don't flow

And the words catch;

No longer flowing;

Never again;

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I need to work twice as hard to

Capture my emotions

And sometimes it

Just doesn't;

Happen or;

Work;

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To clearly capture my thoughts into

Those words I crave they must

Be only of you but it can not;

Be so for there is already;

Nothing left;

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But still I try to word those feelings

And yet I feel so hopeless like

Nothing can help except

My hidden muse;

Inspiration;

You;