Today, I finally realized

that my tears have no

reason to exist.

I cry out of frustration.

I cry out of desperation.

I cry out of hopelessness.

But it is to no cause.

I can cry and you still

Won't care anymore.

I can scream and you

still won't be there.

I can love but

I'm only holding on

to forgotten memories.

You said that you would

wait for me as long as

it takes because you love me.

But you lied,

and I foolishly denied it…

because, I thought that

You Might Be Different.

But I was wrong.