I know no longer if what I'm feeling is mine, if this love is shared or channeled. I know not what to think, for I know not what to feel. If I love you or if I channel your love for me, if I want you or sense your lust, if I should be with you or part with you. For I am the middle-man, the one feels who senses what he does not feel. For this, I beg your forgiveness, for I fear that I have lead you on and broken your heart. But for this, I have only one choice, if what I have discovered is true…