All There Is

I wish I could write a poem
encompassing all my thoughts
all my doubts and fears and pains
maybe then you'd understand
because no matter how many times
I tell you over and over again
that you are hurting me
you never seem to comprehend
the severity of my emotions.
You think you can fix
all the problems by saying
you'll always love me.

But that's not enough anymore.
I'm tired of fighting and hating.
I just want us to be happy,
but all we ever do is
rip out each others' hearts
and that's not love,
but it's what our love is
and the fact we're in love
doesn't change that.

It cannot fix it,
it only makes it more painful
to make the inevitable decision
because nothing is going to change.

And that's all there is.