Im aware of all the senses I begin to lack,
My focus is solely on you,
And I am ready to experience anything new.
I am leaving myself to your disposal,
And I will say yes to any proposal,
Just tell me what to do, boy,
I assure you, you'll enjoy.
Don't take this the wrong way,
I'm not your average teenage cliché,
You are just the lucky one,
Who gets my clothes undone.
This is just a physical thing,
Nothing more than a fling,
There will be no 'I love you',
It will never be just us two.
Tell me you are ready for this,
Answer me with a passionate kiss,
In a moment we'll get lost,
And until dawn we will last.
Let's make our hearts beat faster,
It'll be fun to get caught up in this disaster,
Boy, make me want you more,
Don't let this become a bore.
The little sweet talking that you do,
Is getting me to start thinking more of you,
I know I said I would not fall,
But would it be alright if I gave you a call?
I got myself into a mess,
I am going to have to confess,
This whole time I've been dying a little inside,
But I was scared to be denied.
It has all been an act,
You were the boy I wanted to attract,
But not for the reason I gave,
I just wanted to act brave.
What's a girl to do?
It was my word that I gave you,
I promised to stay true to it,
I didn't think I would have to quit.
Everyone is made for somebody,
Please let your somebody be me,
I have wanted you for so long,
But I wanted to seem like I was strong.
My thoughts are invaded by the image of your face,
This heart of mine cannot help but race,
I wish it were easier than this,
We would be in eternal bliss.
Why are you making this so hard?
Please put down your guard,
Give us a chance,
To have some sort of true romance.
Every thing will turn out okay,
Unless you leave me to cry away,
I don't want this to ruin things,
Let me know what the future brings.
You are now leaving me here,
Did you not hear?
I've fallen in love with a boy,
Who was supposed to be a toy.
You don't even seem to care,
I'm being left here in despair,
My heart is not beating steady,
I miss you already.
I feel myself begin to understand,
That you took an oath to my demand,
We made a deal,
You promised it wouldn't be my heart you would steal.
On my shirt, you left your smell,
It's given me a reason to dwell,
can't you see?
You've shattered me entirely.