How long will I feel empty inside?
How long before my pain subsides?
How long before I begin to fill with hate?
How much more of this can I take?
Maybe one day my wounds will heal
Maybe one day I will be whole again
Maybe one day I will enjoy my meals
Maybe one night sleep will return as a friend
What if some day this pain I forget
What if some day I forgive myself for it
What if some day I learn to love again…
Eh who am I kidding? That will NEVER happen!