How long will I feel empty inside?

How long before my pain subsides?

How long before I begin to fill with hate?

How much more of this can I take?

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Maybe one day my wounds will heal

Maybe one day I will be whole again

Maybe one day I will enjoy my meals

Maybe one night sleep will return as a friend

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What if some day this pain I forget

What if some day I forgive myself for it

What if some day I learn to love again…

Eh who am I kidding? That will NEVER happen!