What if you could just walk away,

Would you?

Would you turn away,

And forget everything that ever happened between us?

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(I miss you,

The real you.)

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You said you would end this,

Long ago.

And you never did.

This liar wasn't meant to be you.

You weren't meant to be this liar.

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(I'm still in disbelief.

Why did I ever believe you?)

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So here I am again,

Waiting.

Just waiting.

Just crying in this rain,

Waiting for you.

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(Crying that you will stop this,

But you never will.)

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And every time you do this to yourself,

I'm reminded how scared I can be,

How scared am I that you'll never wake up,

Wake up and realize…

You're dying.

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(It's killing you,

And by doing nothing, I'm killing you.)

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You used to be happy.

I remember those days…

Simple bliss were they.

Now you're always high,

But never high on happiness,

Like you always used to be.

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(I'm afraid it's over.

I can't take this… I can't take you anymore.)

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These are the last words you'll ever read,

The last ones that I will ever write to you.

Until you sober up,

You'll never be with me.

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(Don't you see?

By killing yourself, you're killing me…)

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This is a sweet adieu.

I'll probably regret this tomorrow…

But I hope you'll learn something.

I love you, but you're killing me…

So this is the last goodbye,

That you'll ever read from me.