I give up and color my black eyes white
To match translucent skin.
The mask they see on the outside
Is not what lies within.
I lie to those who say that they
Love me like the rain
But what they refuse to realize
Is that I am their bane.
Leave me to wilt in a crevice of sorrow
To me it is nothing new,
I go and lay me deep below,
Left here, I'll only hurt you