i slit my throat
to hope that you bleed.
you dont know how long i couldn't wait
you're completely untouched
by my murderous hate;
and i want to kill you
and i want to kill you
by killing myself.
but i hope that you die,
i hope that you see
how your evil spirit has gotten to me.

i'm burning my wrists
to hope that you burn.
the loathing is suffocating,
and i can barely breathe;
and i'm not killing you
and i'm not killing you
i'm only killing myself.
but i hope that you die,
i hope that you someday see
how your haunting soul is swallowing me.

death's washing over me
as i stare upon my grave,
everything that i had left
i sacraficed to destroying you.
now i'm slowly learning
that you will never see,
how your decieving love was blindly hurting me.

i'm dying
to hope that you die.
you don't know how long i couldn't wait
you were never touched
by my relentless hate;
and you weren't bleeding
and you weren't burning
i've only murdered myself
to hope that you would one day see
how the monster inside of you
was killing me.