fool

i want

to

be wide-eyed beauty

and make you hate me more

('cause God knows you don't enough already)

but i just –

don't want to try anymore

God i'm so tired

but i hate that

(i hate it that)

you can still twist my lip with disgust

because yeah i've said i'm so over it

but i'm

not

i'm

not

i'm not

and

it's never enough