Damn regret, eating at my heart.
Want to shut all the windows and doors,
see if I will suffocate and rot to death.
Want to drink some kind of a poison,
make me forget everything and everyone.
Want to take a mind-eating drug,
all my pain will dissolve before my eyes.
Want to throw that damn regret
across the ocean to another land.
Want to throw it so very far away,
never see it again, be happy again.
Want to break down and cry on your shoulder,
just beg for help, for an open ear.