Endless Abyss

Drowning in my own mind

Thousands of thoughts a minute

Driving me insane; little by little

I need air

I can't breathe

Don't know how to survive this

But hey, who the hell does

My mind is going in all directions

It's like an endless abyss

I'm not sure on what I want anymore

I'm pretty sure that I'm becoming numb

But I'm never sure

I hope I am

I can't stand thinking anymore

My mind frightens me

With all of the memories

And knowledge on how good my life was at one point

So I just close my eyes

To disappear

And forget all

Just for a little while

So I can get my mind together again

And pack away all of the memories and dreams

So I can put back on that mask

And show the world the smile they need from me