O My Father,
I am incomplete.
My days without You turn dreary and desolate.
I have not been taking my daily bread.
And the bread I do break turns to crumbs.
I am weak of heart and mind without You.
Your constant guidance leads me down
The narrow path of Light.
Yet I fight for control of my life.
The need to be normal in this world delves too deep.
Why can I not stop thinking of that one enigmatic man?
Continually I tell You to take this burden.
Continually I fail to let it go.
Please stop me Lord from this path of self-destruction.
You are the treasure chest at the end of the rainbow.
Yet You are the rainbow itself.
Lead me to that treasure within Your Ghost.
Lord, help me.
I an nothing without You,
Only a mere speck in this world.
You are great, my Lord, my King.
I need to drink deeply from Your Wellspring.
I need revival.
Sincerely confused as ever,