I Go Insane

I'm sitting here my eyes fixated

On a marathon of I Love New York.

I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being.

My thoughts of last week

are still here pestering me

reminding what a dork I am.

I can't help but lose my cool

When you're smiling at me.

My mind starts running on what I should have done.

It replays back in mind over and over worse every time.

So because of you every single day since January

I go insane.