& with his touch laced with cyanide

She was a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d

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The hallucination of a feeling called love

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Masked underneath her hurt

Masked underneath his lies

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"& I swear I'm different babygirl"

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& oh god what a stupid love struck girl she was

She let her guard down

& he left her

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& as she cries her bitter sweet tears…laced with n.i.t.r.o.g.l.y.c.e.r.i.n. her thoughts race with memories of you

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How you made her smile

The way your touch felt

Your kisses

The way you made her feel like she mattered for once

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But it was all a lie…

"You were supposed to be different"

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I love you is a three word lie /3

& tonight she will pull the trigger & write your name on the bullet

Just so everyone will know that you were the last thing that went through her head

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& as she breathes her final breath…she can't help but think of you


A/n: I hope you liked...this guy went out with me for two weeks as a joke & it really bothered me...so this is what came out of it. Sorry for so few updates...I really hope you enjoyed.