Drag these weary legs
A thousand miles just to
Beat you down.
(Mostly so I can lift you up again.)
Live these days in anticipation of
Events that will never happen.
We're running out of the short term
Because these lies are finally lifting their masks.
These pens are running out of ink
The way your heart is filling up.
(Will there be any room left for these crushed petals and
The coffee will eventually get cold and
The stars will dampen beneath my gaze,
Lighters will run out of fluid and
These petals will dry out and fall from your shoes.
Maybe you decided this truth,
Or maybe I'm just now understanding the plot.
But somehow these lies
(Once white and necessary)
Are blackening beneath the flame,
Withering beneath your eyes.
And the clocks are skipping 11:11
While the stars are killing crickets
(And the hopeful songs they carry.)
Someday these words will reach you and
You'll realize that your happiness was all that mattered.
(Even if it killed me a little inside.)
Then maybe I'll realize the same and
Get over this vain hope
The way he'll make you do the same.
Perhaps that is survivable.
(Even if these lines lose their life.)