You pulled me up

To push me down,

You watched me fall

And you pushed me farther.

You ripped my heart out

Chewed on it for a while,

And stuffed it back inside of me.

After the empty I Love You's

You acted as if you didn't care,

You played your games with me

And I fell for them,

Then you watched as I began to fade,

A smirk on your face

When you told me it was over,

But it never began.

You have never seen the scars on my arms,

But I wish you could,

Because half of them were made for you.

You pulled me up

To push me down,

As far as you could

Into the ground.

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5/5/05