and i cry myself to sleep once more
this depression is settling in again
(curled up on my chest, forcing me down)

i love you
GOD do i love you, angel
but i can't tell anyone
and it's killing me

i want to be happy sappy flipshit
confused as fucking hell
and not making any sense
but loving it
in love with you

and i am

but now, i want to share it with the world.
love is wonderful
but it's just not as great if it has to be a secret.

April 22, 2007