The Hunger In His Eyes

His fingers on my neck
Feel his breath on my face
As I try to figure out
What the hell's taking place

See the blood on the sheets
The disgusting pain
This can't be real
Am I going insane?

He forces my face towards his
I wish I could die
As I look right at him
I see the hunger in his eyes

Try to block out the sounds
And close my eyes tight
My head screams retaliate but
I've lost the will to fight

Now look at what I've done
This must be my fault
Though I didn't do much
Just look at the result

Feel his eyes on my body
Then his hands on my skin
I can't seem to comprehend
What the hell's happenin

He stands up to leave
Im beyond terrified
I'm the toy that he broke
How useless am I

I'm frozen right there
Screaming despite fear
Only my lungs can't find air
Not like anyone would hear

I prayed for police
I'd kill for a knife
One last twisted smile
As he walks out of my life

I try to tell myself
I'll never see him again
I try to recover
But this won't be the end

I awake, my eyes open
As I vomit on the floor
I thank God everyday
That it's not like this anymore