Oh the agony
This stupid run-of-the-mill
Fantasy of my reality
No, I refuse to let it consume me.
Oh the headaches
All this caused by you
By your flawed perfections
This confusion consumes me.
Oh the pain
I reach for a paper…
But instead receive more and more.
More pain, more you.
Oh the laughter
Your sad, pathetic, insane cackle
The evil giggle that sends others running
But not I, never will I run from you.
Oh the anger
It bubbles and boils in my every square meter
Waiting, piling in my center
Hoping to crush your smile one day.
Oh the ending
Never counting on it to be happy
But happiness will come with your end
Regardless whether or not I die too.
Oh the lie
You shot the bullet (admit it)
And my heart still bleeds.
Don't you dare pretend you can ever forget me.