and so suddenly,
i lost you

i mean, i guess i didn't
you're still alive
you're just 1,000 miles away

and i'll see you this summer
but that means i still have to survive
thirty six days without you

so how am i supposed to do that?
when you're the only one who knows
everything about me?

you knew things in six months
that some didn't know about
for over a year

you're the one who i can tell everything
you're the most important person in my life right now
and you're gone.

so simply stated
"i won't be coming back"
so now tell me.

what do i do?

May 11, 2007