Transparency Interrupted

by, Cassandra

Black and white collide,
tearing at my mind,
but I can't seem to decide.
What is it that I want?

It's not my fault.
I refuse to take the blame.
I'm through making excuses.
It's your turn to bear the shame.

Take the blinders off your eyes.
No longer am I going to hide.
It's time to face the truth.
This manipulation is through.

I shouldn't have lied,
and I apologize.
But it's not my fault that
you looked through me.

Tell me I'm wrong.
Tell me I'm strong.
Tell me anything you want.
Just say it to my face for once.

Black and white collide,
tearing at my mind.
I can't seem to decide.
What is it that I want?