A/N: Well its me jessie im back! sumthin horrible happened dis week so I expresed myself by writing this. im not quite over it but tim was rly great about it I LOVE U TIM.
jessie

u know I don't want to say it

but I cant get over u I

saw u in the hall with him

through the dark fog shrouding my eyez

laughing

joking

and my heart bleeds darkness

life flows thru my veins crimson and warm

with the blade of vengeance I release it

tristan I miss u plz come bak 2 mi

but ur so far away

in a place of happiness clouds and sun

where I will never go

my soul damned to wander the earth forevir

because I am a child of bleak eternity

or maybe its all torment

fire

pain

punishment for the sins ive inflictid on miself

and others

flip thru the magazines

happiness beauty allure

my soul longs to b

plastered in the pages

to be a part of the grace desire life

tristan u wanted me 2 b that

but my path is of death sorrow and agony

a fallen angel

doomed to chaos