Close my eyes

Try to breathe in

Feel a warm feeling

From deep within

I can't comprehend it

What could it be?

Don't you dare tell me

That I'm too blind to see.

He can't truly care

He won't really be there

He won't call me back

Or do you really think he'd dare?

I try to scratch the memory

I need to forget it

But the stamp has been printed

In permanent ink

God, what pleasure do you find

In confusing me so?

Why have you made

My heart sink so low?

Every moment is chaos

Lost in all directions

All there is horrid memories

And blood-stained reflections

God, I need your help

I want to truly see

God please speak

Your will into me