This quiet desperation

is slowly eating away at me

The wish and the descending lie

is all I'd love to believe

Despite how I wish this life could be

happiness feels like something I'm just not meant to see

The warmth and light surrounds me

yet the darkness is all I know

And falling would be so easy

if the memories I could let go

But damn it. Damn it all to Hell.

I can't just turn my back and give into this life

Cause the light and warmth it binds and blinds

and my only salvation, I find with a knife

The pain brings back reality

and the beautiful lie is slipping through my hands with blood

And the commotion around dies to a whisper

only now at the end, is the lie understood