you relinquish your rights
to the passion
sink into the lust
demean yourself
so you are all
slut
and no man
you hold yourself
slyly
hoping they will
look at you
in the way
that you want them to
but all they see
is sex
halting breath and
sweat and
fluid movements
and pain
you think that is
splendid
you want to be
seen as
open for business
but all I can see
is dirty sheets
and no meaning.
you are like
clothes
from the flea market
pre-worn
already filled
with another's scent
and cheap
flimsy
threadbare
weak
a shirt
with a red paint stain
and the tag torn out
violently
so that theres a rip
in the fabric of the collar
and if you put it on
it bags in certain spots
remembering the former
owner
and all the wearer
can think about
is that someone else
wore this first
perhaps sweat in it
used the sleeve
to wipe their nose
perhaps they puked
while wearing it
to me
you are this shirt
all you see
is passion, lust, sex
all I see
is filth, weakness
stained and ripped
and completely meaningless.