Living on earth is a good thing right?

Well, not really, not for me.

I know I'm lucky to live,

But there are some things that make you want to stop.

My life feels so…

I feel so useless.

Whatever I do it's like I'm always wrong.

People are always pressuring me to do things.

My parents lecture me almost everyday.

I have thoughts of committing suicide

Of cutting myself.

My grades this year are below normal.

I don't want to fail.

One is because of my parents.

My parents are what I am today.

They taught me well

But I'm not what they think.

They don't know how I think

How I feel.

They are always thinking on their point of view.

Have they ever thought of mine?

I never fight back though

I never dare.

Not because I'm afraid.

Because it's no use.

It's not like they'll listen to what I say

Even if I do, they won't understand

They're always comparing me with their life.

Well, WAKE UP! It's my life!

They're not home right now.

But the last words he said to me was

"I don't even know if you're a person"

Doesn't it really hurt?

To hear that from your own father?

It's makes me want to cry all over again.

And ask why did god send me here?

Why not someone else?

Maybe I'll regret saying these things later.

But now, all I want to do to suicide.

-Emo me