so tragic.

always so tragic
but you feel
so happy, light,
all of the time.
but, its just the pills,
never you.

its not your
loud, intoxicating
voice on the other line,
it's the money you've spent,
it's the time you've wasted

and you're always
so instigating
so lost
so... tempting
all of the time.

it's not the chase that keeps me going
i'm already on the end of that road,
i have you
always.

Hardly pleasing or comforting
heartbreaking, really
it's just a talk, just a kiss, just...
us.
just that second
a moment, really
of comprehension.