You sent my heart pummeling

Straight into the ground

A hundred miles an hour

Beating with no sound

All the emotions whirl around me

Too chaotic to control

All that I'm worried about now

Is this giant gaping hole

You left it there where my heart should be

Marking that it was you who hurt me

Showing the world how easy I break

I'm not as strong as you, emotions I can't fake

I look upon you laughing

The smile on your face

As I curl up into the corner crying

It is into a thousand pieces that I break

I shatter into shards of nothing

Too small to matter or exist

I can't pull myself together

I'm going insane from all of this

I don't want to love you

But love you is what I do

As much as you hurt me

Friendships I can't undo

I let the pain wash over me

I panic because I can't breathe

It causes me physical pain

As you look upon me in shame

Lashing out with a lethal tongue

Saying words that can't be undone

You smile as I fade deeper into depression

Laughing when I cry out with dejection