I'd Go Down With Him

I know I have a long ways to go,
That love is there,
I'm just so tired of waiting,
And feeling so bare.

I know that he is here,
Amongst the many bodies in this world,
But not knowing for sure whom he is,
It makes me paranoid and feel so cold.

The world can fall, and I'd go down with him,
Puddles along the landscape with scars amongst skin,
I'd throw him in the deep and we'll swim for freedom,
Meaning I'm feeling for a King for my kingdom.

I know, I know it's going to be hard,
To find another who won't hurt my heart,
But I'm sure I will.

But I was just wishing that it wouldn't be so hard.