I'm crying again

Falling

Trying

Failing

Burying myself

Fasting

In hopes

That I'll get better

God will cure me from pain

And fear

And sin

And everything that I hate

And run from

I'm dying again

Inside

From my mistakes

The devil won't let go of my

Hands

He keeps walking with me

Hurting me

Beating me

But I can't stop him

God, will strengthen me

Shape me

Mold me

Into a holy person

Someday

If only I could be better

But perfect isn't so great…

But I think so…

Love

Joy

Peace

I would find if only I could be better

Healed

Perfect