"Amputated Horizons" 6/20/07

I hate acting non-chalant

Cuz I know it's just not me

To hide my pride,

To swallow my pride

I have to act like I don't care

When I really do, but I don't want my heart

To linger in Tacoma forever

That'd only make me guilty,

Drag the facade down

I didn't know this would happen

when I noticed the clock is ticking

down the moments,

Telling me

"You're moving, you're moving"

I thought I got over this feeling,

I told myself not to do this when I am leaving

But the power of suggestion

has taken hold.