Colors break into shades,
And I regret mistakes I've made,
But leaves still fall, roll,
Breeze across the ground,
Life made more sense when you were around,
So I trust in voluptuous lies,
And I hide from all I despise,
The effervescent feeling leaves me,
And now I can see the ground,
My hearts true weight has been found,
For I weigh nothing but a dream,
I am but a beat of my heart
A dream, a nightmare, a horror scheme.
When colors explode into the sky,
Swirl and twist, when emotions can cry,
I wonder still; will this make sense?
Will ignoring you still be my best defense?
When all that's left is how and why,
And when pigs learn how to fly,
I will wonder how; I will ask why,
When certainty diminishes to a certain level as,
If to say, to taunt for trying,
Way too hard.
Who will be your saving grace?
Who will notice if you leave this place?
Who will remember a name without a face?
When color breaks into shades,
Who will comfort you when your glory fades?
At the end of every day,
Who will tell you its all okay?
And if I refuse to acknowledge your presence,
It will be like you don't exist,
Old friend, you don't exist.