I preferred the stand-offs and tears
Over this fucked up relationship
The silence was much more beautiful
Than the lies your curséd mouth creates
Moments pass and you keep smiling
Like nothing ever happened
Expecting me to forgive
After the hell you put me through.
The tears I shed will never be forgotten
And the words you wrote that formed them.
You said you made a mistake, but you were wrong,
I was the best damn thing that ever happened to you
And still it wasn't good enough for you.
Confrontation - what a joke!
You know that it solved nothing
We looked at each other, up and down,
Said our apologies and 'I love yous'
And went back to hating each other
This time, only in secret
We'll wave and laugh and pretend to care
(Even though it's obvious that you don't)
And fucking anger was better than
This false life that we're living.