Lying on my bedroom floor

Wishing that inspiration would come

Or that something would just happen

Anything to push away this

Boredom

That creeps into my minds eye

Concentration always makes me frown

If pointless thoughts were water

I think my mind may

Drown

In deep pools of oblivion

The vastness of empty space

With everything in conclusion

There is nothing left to

Face

But the loneliness of it all

Maybe even the selfishness of sorrow

I know this is the eye of the storm

Disaster may soon

Follow

Breaking the rhythm of my heart

Drum beats that are becoming few

The waiting becomes the worst

The only thing that is

True

I never handle all of this well

Being alone in my mind for too long

I will hide away from all of the light

Begging the darkness to hold

Strong

To block out every thought of peace

There will never be absolution here

Never losing sight of the fact

That I will always have my

Fear

To think you have none is naïve

At night it wakes you in your sleep

But it will always save you

From ever falling in too

Deep

So the light may find a way through

Bringing possibility and hope

The darkness will try and fight

But light is strong and it can't

Cope

With these new-found feelings

Filling emptiness in my mind

I feel helpless as it takes over

A repellent I am not able to

Find

To cure the dreaded weakness

From a safe place I am woken

Again I find the storm breaking

But I am already

Broken.