I kept getting headaches
Trying not to cry.
"He doesn't care about me."
The thing I'm forced to say at night,
So I believe it in the day.
He was the only star I truly wished upon
As he crashed into my life.
I'll believe him now when he says
He doesn't love me.
Nothing else could be true after three
Years and his story hasn't changed.
Secret kisses don't mean anything,
And kind words weren't meant to be said,
I've seriously got to get these fairytales
Out of my head.
There are no princes anymore, or dragons to fight.
There are no second chances, or virginal damsels in plight.
Moving on, I remember I let myself
Cry for you, To show I really cared.
They never meant anything, because you never saw them,
If you had,
You wouldn't have known what to say and simply turned away.
I've stopped believing now,
I've stopped trusting so easily,
I never heard the song of love when I saw him,
He's only a friend.
But sometimes I still get headaches
I never let myself cry.