Unnoticed, Unwanted, Unloved

I feel like I am going to cry,

I want to curl up in a ball and die,

I have begun to sigh…

I am down on my knees,

I'm begging you…please…

I want to be noticed.

I long to be wanted.

I desire to be loved.

Aren't I enough?

Can I please your satisfaction?

I believe that I was a mistake in this world,

I was never meant to be introduced,

No one would miss me,

Want to kiss me,

See me.

I feel like I can live up to you standards anymore,

What happened?

Why do you treat me like this?

It's me that you dismiss.

Can you see what you are doing to me?

You're destroying my self-esteem.

I am blending into the melting abyss of this endless milky way,

I do whatever you say,

Yet I am still pushed away.

I want to be on the top of your list.

I want to be missed.

You never see that I am gone.

Maybe I'll just run away and never look or come back.

I want to be noticed.

I long to be wanted.

I desire to be loved.

What will I do?

I can't see this through?

Why would someone ever do this to a human being?

What are you seeing?

Obviously nothing.

You can't see this something.