The modernistic method of expressing remorse…
Say you're sorry…
Is not to say anything
At all
So if I tremble, if I tumble
While I speak
As the words trip over my tongue
Vibrating, but held in by my teeth
Do not weary of my attempts
Instead, tremble with me
Let me understand
You understand,
Understand?
Stand under
Me and support my failing courage
It took so long to build
Instead, tumble with me
Let me experience sympathy
Your empathy
No, apology
Tumble, stumble, fall and fail
I know the consequences
The outcome of such an action
See! My eyelids flutter!
See my breath quicken
And my hands shake
I ache
With the chance I have to take
I am…
I am…
I've made a mistake
I'll leave you instead
I'll leave
Taking nothing with me
Except your gift, your rights
And my chance
My life
But no one's "dignity"
I lost mine long ago
And no one says sorry anymore
Or didn't you know?