i'm trying

(i swear)

i don't want to feel so wrong

and so bored with simple human habits

and blue with perfect human beauty

(i know i'm not, but catch myself staring at the mirror

just –

once too often – )

so i'll pretend i'm quiet because of lack of words

but i'm only statuestill

waiting for my prince to come

(and i roll my eyes inside my dreams)