I waited so pathetically
For you to call.
Day by slow day passed
Before I realized
You wouldn't.

-promises can be broken-

If you wanted me to go
I wonder why you
Didn't tell me so.
Was it so that it
Would rip me in half
When you spoke those words:
The ever-increasingly familiar
"You were never my friend" speech?
Was it so that you could comfort yourself
Knowing I was crying?
Was it so that I wouldn't
Catch you in yet another lie?

-one man's truth is another man's lie-

You couldn't possibly know
How alone I feel now.
Or maybe you do.
And maybe that's why you did it.

-that's so sadistic of you-