Tell Me, She Wasn't so Bad

And I want it all to rise,
As I'll slip, deep beneath that rocky surface
Always cutting me deep,
Leaking red fire, flowing
Forcefully indebt between the bones
I'll want you to think I wasn't so ghastly
(maybe she wasn't so bad)
Spinning high dreams on high (wobbly) thoughts
Christening, I wish goodbye

Nobody loves, a nobody