It's All Wrong
You may act like you like me,
But I know better.
I have a sense that you just aren't gay.
There is a very distinct difference between us.
I can sense your lust for women,
Can you sense my lust for you?
I hope you can, it would make it easier.
I could tell you something you already knew,
Make the pain easier to deal with.
I can cope if you respond with "I already knew".
I wish you could only tell me how you feel.
I don't read minds, only actions.
I am getting them all wrong.
The way you smile at me,
Put your arm around my shoulder,
Stick your tongue out,
Not to anyone else, only me.
I don't want to take the chance on you,
I can't stand to not have you,
I want it to work, so I want you around.
I can live beside you, pretending I have you.
I could not handle being away from you,
My thoughts for you may be all wrong,
But it will be all right.